DoomsdaysCW<p>So, I've been a Dance/Club <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/DJ" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>DJ</span></a> for 20+ years (I've scaled down considerably during and after <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/Covid19" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Covid19</span></a>). I've always wanted to be a <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/RadioDJ" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>RadioDJ</span></a> on <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/WMPG" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>WMPG</span></a>, and have come close to completing the training several times. What holds me back? Well, one thing is having to focus on BOTH spinning music and using the controls (which could be resolved easily with pre-recorded tracks) -- but the BIG THING that holds me back is that I HATE the sound of my own voice. In my mind, my voice is so much lower. I'm always horrified by how high my voice sounds. And it's not like my voice is wicked high pitched (I'm a contralto naturally). But I hate the way it sounds. And it's not like I hate others with high voices (my favorite comic actors have high voices -- <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/MeganMullally" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>MeganMullally</span></a> and <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/KristenSchaal" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>KristenSchaal</span></a> come to mind) -- it's just not me. (And no, extra "T" is not for me for reasons...) Just venting I suppose... But, well, anyone who can relate -- please feel free to chime in.<br><a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/NonBinary" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>NonBinary</span></a> <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/NonBinaryProblems" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>NonBinaryProblems</span></a> <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/GenderDysphoria" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>GenderDysphoria</span></a></p>