things in my life are a chaotic scary mess rn so if i’m a bit mia then thats why. im safe & not in danger—but things are just really up in the air & incredibly stressful. i’m normally chatty and on here a social media regularly. but nowadays, trying to make myself eat regularly is hard enough of a task i come on here & other social media to try & boost my crowdfund posts…but it hasn’t rly gotten much traction & no donations in 10 days :/ & the financial stresses are just stacking up against all other new stresses.
if you can donate &/or help boost my post (link below) or the gofundme in the post, it’d really truly help me out ♡ tysm
hi if you could donate &/or share the post i linked in the post above or the above post itself, it’d truly help me out. i haven’t gotten many reblogs & i got a $20 donation yesterday but i still need $14,549 more if i want to meet the goal of my survival fund.
hi everyone, happy new year’s! ik that i rly haven’t been present on here so if i take long to respond i’m so sorry
i’ve just haven’t had enough spoons. i’ve been doing better w/my depression but the fatigue & pain lvls are thru the roof
it always seems like when one is doing better the other crashes down…which ofc eventually brings the other down. it’s almost like they can only coexist when they’re both low & i’m running on empty.
i’m trying my best rn & could rly use support in regards to my survival fund i’ve had some spoons smtimes but it happens so sporadically and the pain lvl nvr seems to go down. i mean ffs the bruxism is so bad rn that it rips thru an otc mouthguard within’ a week (even the ones that r supposed to be v durable i.e. the athletic ones) & even tho they’re wayyyyyy cheaper than the prescription ones, that shit adds up. but no decent dentist ever accepts medicaid so it’s been y e a r s since my last visit & shits not good
i’ve also realized yesterday that the pain on my tongue whenever i get stressed (lmao aka like 98% of the time), i bite my tongue (& smtimes the insides of my cheeks) in my sleep which w/my damaged teeth like mine its like having mini daggers & so i end u w/mini—but rly painful (+annoying)—slices on my tongue
anywho—if u have the means to donate gfm &/or cashapp ($jazzafraz) &/or help boost my gfm, it’d rly help. there’s no small amount bc it all adds up in end & every boost counts! so if u could take a sec to help, i’d be extremely grateful ♡
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