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I took eggs & butter out to come to room temp to bake today but instead of doing that, I worked. It was a long week and I usually work light on Fridays, but my boss is back from vacation. We had a lot to communicate. I'm also out of Cup4Cup, my favorite #GF flour. Husband found out that was one of the reasons I didn't bake so he bought me 16 (!!) lbs of it on Amazon. I guess it's time to experiment with gf #bread! #sale #baking #food

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I took my time decorating decorating this one and I think it looks ok. One of the boys asked what we were celebrating and I said, "Nothing. I just wanted cake." I'll post another photo once we cut it. I thought the cake was going to be dry because the dome cracked but I had a few bites (from leveling it before frosting) and it should be fine. I kept good notes. I'll try to find the motivation to put it in my baking notebook. I don't know that I'll make this recipe again. #food #baking #gf

If it's you who can only see me from a far
I know it's you
And, I can just feel so much safe and sound
It is just so warm even if you are not here
You hug me so tight
I feel your breathing right next to me
My heart is pounding
My mind can't set it right
You just bring happiness everlast
I am in love
I am into you
I want to see you, now
Come to my dream

When I pick up a song sometimes I am just amazed when it's all random and it's all based on my whole memory of what I've felt with the song.

For some reason I can't explain.

I think that's the word.

I have no reason to forget you.
I have no reason to stop loving you.
I have no reason to follow the world against you.

That's what I do. I can't think of anything because my heart is different. I just want to see happiness in front of me. Even God can't help to put happiness in me, then at least let me see that happiness while I walk through this life.

You let me be part of you. It was the best of my life. And now, I'll give it in return.

Don't tell me I haven't told you that.
December 24. My promise to you.

I am really happy with how Arthur recognized me on V-LIVE. How can I share my thoughts and somehow he laughed whenever I commented.

Why did he feel so insecure as if we're going to leave him?

I won't leave him. You are my King. I am just too scared. I am too scared when you're scared.

Please, don't leave me, too, Arthur. You're a really amazing artist. I will always love to see your performances. Always.

I think gf ent was wrong. I don't like how they promised me they would stay as 7 and then without explanation, revoked a member after a year.

It's like they owe a lot of truth. They broke their promise. They lied to Kingme.

If Chiwoo really did wrongdoing, the fans need to know. Or maybe, at least the company has to make sure the Idol that they asked us to cheer and support until the end, is still fine, safe, and sound.

Isn't that kind of a proper work ethic? When someone leaving the company, it's not like the person just disappeared. Doesn't the public have a right to know why?

If it's because of a personal issue, why does the company act like it's really something inappropriate to share? As if Chiwoo never existed.

Didn't the company see how much Chiwoo did until the last second to make sure Kingme stays even when he's gone? This act is too hard to endure. Because how much he loves us. It's not for one mistake, or a day, yet even if he maturely decided to leave the company, his friends, his group, the company should not act like this.

It's like we're too kind at the company's behavior.

I kept thinking about any kind of reason and I crumbled. I tried to accept Chiwoo's decision to leave their friends behind. I tried to be angry at his decision. I tried, and I tried, and I tried, and I knew it was not his fault.

It never was. Something did happen. And, it's like he endured it, he tossed away his dream for something else. Something did happen.

And gf ent did nothing to support Chiwoo. It is so sad. I hurt because I keep thinking about it.

Why, Chiwoo, why? You're supposed to tell the truth. If you knew from the beginning, why did you make me now a true villain?

I was... I was just immature in love with you. I just cared for you.

If the reason you left is more valuable than how much kingme had poured their hearts and love to you, then was it not enough?